I don't know how many of you out there are Masters, how many consider yourselves slaves, but the Master/slave scenario has long seemed to me probably the most popular dom/sub theme in the bondage community. Last week I came across a bunch of writings from a slave trainee that I thought you might find interesting. They appeared in our online edition No. 16 (October, 2000). The first piece, which I print below, was basically just an introduction, followed by a detailed description of this trainee's training program, his enslavement agreement, his credo, the "Core Beliefs of a Bondage Slave," his "Guiding Principles of a Bondage Slave," and his monthly Report Card after four months of slavery. Also in the envelope with the trainee's writings was a letter from his Master, which he himself did not see.
I'm going to run all of these pieces over the next seven days, and will be very interested in your reactions to them. I have many of my own, which I'll then share as well.—BW
P.S. It should go without saying that, despite what this slave's Master may have told him, Bound & Gagged was never a magazine for Masters only. But few things ever do go without saying.
MY NAME IS FAGBOY
Dear Sirs:
My name is Fagboy. I was cleaning my master’s room a few months ago when I found a copy of Bound & Gagged magazine. I will admit, I didn’t get a chance to read it, I was more occupied with the pictures. There was an incredible picture spread of two guys torturing this other guy in a garage, and then finally binding their naked victim to the top of a car. I was jealous of the guy being tied to the top of the car, and began to fantasize about being him. I was so turned on by it that I began to jerk off. My Master caught me before I got too far and yelled at me angrily. He told me that the magazine was made for masters only and was not meant to be read by a lowly slave trainee like me. He was very upset and forbids me to ever look at another one of his magazines again, but luckily I was not penalized any points.
In your magazine I remembered seeing some ad about sending in your personal story. When I saw that I knew I wanted to do it, even though honestly I am relatively new to bondage. I have not been involved in a sexual bondage relationship until I became involved with Master. All my bondage experiences before this were strictly non sexual such as being the kick toy for some jock bullies in high school. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoyed it; it’s the reason I joined the soccer team in my senior year so they and the other guys on the team could haze me. It was the jocks who gave me the name “Fagboy”, which was short for “Faggot Whipping Boy”. I learned a lot from them: how to play soccer, how to lift weights, and how to enjoy submitting to torture. I loved high school.
When I got to college, I was seeking the fraternity with the worst hazing record to pledge when a friend of a friend hooked me up with Master. It got even more complicated when for the first time in my life I had a sexual relationship with a girl as well at the same time. But that's a long story that wouldn't interest you.
I thought you would be interested in my perspective about training to be a slave. I had no idea what would be involved with male bondage, but I am not naive; I knew it had to be more sophisticated than stripping down, getting tied up & whipped, and then fucked after you’re tortured. There had to be some way that guys who were totally green and a virgin like I was to learn the ropes. I was glad to find out that there was some kind of organized training, because it makes sense if bondage is to be safe but painful. It's been amazing what I have learned so far, which is why I wanted to write it all down!
On several occasions when Master has granted me the privilege to speak freely, I have asked if I could write about my bondage training experiences and send it in. He told me that the magazine is for masters only, and they only want to hear from masters. Over several weeks, I wrote the following between classes on my laptop and finished it during the December break. I let Master read it back in January, and he still did not approve.
One night, after I got back from my workout, I stripped down totally naked except for my dog collar and assumed the proper position to request the right to speak. He granted it, and I proceed to beg and plead for him to let me send in my story. I told him I thought that masters might enjoy the insights of a lowly trainee, and that it could help them better train their slaves. He sat in his chair and said he would think about it. I crawled on all fours between his legs and unzipped his pants. “Let me help the time to pass by, Master,” I said, and I proceeded to suck his dick until he cummed. Afterwards, he agreed, but on several conditions.
First of all, one of the major concessions I would have to concede was that Master would have ultimate right of editing control. If he said things had to be edited out, then it would have to done without question; so, if you find some areas of my story lacking in detail, it could have been originally there but edited out by Master.
Master is very paranoid about keeping his true identity undisclosed, which is the reason why real names (his and mine) as well as our return address is not provided. In fact, he is having a friend mail this from a location out of the state as a precaution. I know you may have questions to ask me, but this is one of his conditions. For this I do apologize, but I must submit to his authority. Additionally, let me apologize if what I have written is too long or too short; I am not allowed to look at your magazine, so I have no way to judge my writing in comparison to others already published.
The other concession was minor: 5O penalty points towards my training. It didn’t put me too far back (two weeks or three at most), so I really didn’t mind. Just had to work a little harder.
Then, just when I thought I was all ready to send my writings off, Master pointed out a flaw I had not considered. I referenced my training notebook throughout my writing, thinking everyone had the same materials. He told me that there are in fact several different training courses & methods besides the one he is using. After all, there was an advertisement for a slave training camp he showed me once, which was very different from my own program.
I looked over all my materials, and there are no copyrights on any of it so there’s no problem with publishing it (he said he downloaded it from some group’s website and that it’s free). I asked Master if I could also send some items from my training notebook and my report card, and this turned out be a great obstacle that delayed me even further. He was not agreeable at first, but later he agreed after some intense negotiations.
I conceded to some really major concessions: extend my emasculation to include humiliation on campus, swallow when I suck his dick all the way, and take an additional 100 penalty points on my training! Ouch! It was a steep price, but I agreed. This really meant a lot to me. The only regret I have is that I will not be able to read what I send you if you do decide it is worthy to be printed in your wonderful magazine. I hope that you will appreciate my sacrifice!
Yours,
Stripped & Whipped
P.S. I know your magazine is for Masters only, but have you ever thought of making a bondage magazine for slaves and guys training to be slaves as well?
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